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And I am sitting in my flat listening to soothing music... a trickling fish tank... a BIG Yankee candle burning (uuummm bliss) trying to somehow forget the pain in my back... 1 Friends will understand this: 2 Wednesday Craig was willing to play along nicely 3 Thursday I sort of had to force him into
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Don't you just HATE IT when you enter a freshwrite into a contest and the judge host doesn't even comment on your work?????? Even though it was specially Written for THEIR CONTEST????? 1 Yet the view them all and hand out trophies but nooooooo effort to comment really fecks me offffff 2by DinkyDiver on Nov 21 4:55 PM, In Anger, Angry, Real time, Thoughts. 100 words. → 12 comments, Add one?
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for anyone that knows me.... going to bed at 9pm is NOT like me... 1 I am in so much agony... 2 maybe it's the normal day to day cleaning, hoovering and ironing that's done it to me... 3 Damn I cannot explain the agony... I want to cry 4 ..... night all
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Yes today I went for my MRI scan which was fine... considering I am claustrophobic I did pretty damn well and by the end of it I was nearly asleep even though it is loud and I had ear plugs in... I seemed to have got quite sleepy in there. They recognised me from when I took patients down and on the questionnaire theby DinkyDiver on Nov 12 4:09 PM, 400 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
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Craig told me he had a lap dance for £20 in Cardiff.... It upset me more than I realised... Ana and Betty have been nagging at me and I confided in mum of exactly how bad it had made me feel about myself. I already have lack of self esteem and confidence.... not much of a sex life due to Craig being how he is ... tby DinkyDiver on Nov 11 3:18 PM, In Life, Noguest, Personal, Sad, Thoughts. 500 words. → 13 comments, Add one?
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Ok Where do I start?? 1 Yesterday I felt a bit better and met Kirsty and the girls for the afternoon and then again in the evening... All three of them are poorly but I made the effort to try and cheer up Kirsty and play with the girls... Jessica who is nearly 4 always wanted to hold my hand and Rachel who is 2by DinkyDiver on Nov 10 6:16 PM, 400 words. → 6 comments, Add one?
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I need to journal and have lot's to say but my mind seems to have gone blank suddenly. Or is that because Craig is Playing Call Of Duty next to me and the noise is just Killing my muse!! 1 The "two" shifts that I have had this week; I have dealt with Swine Flu...confirmed cases... pretty bad cases too where i
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Ok... to start with today I met two great friends of mine... T and Lucy had a lovely time; was nice to spend time with them!! 1 I then had the anxiety provoking situation of mum and I going around to Craig's parents house; they are very much different from mum and I didn't know what to expect... their place i
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1 Before I go off to work I thought that I'd write a quick journal.... 2 3 In the last journal I didn't get around to writing about last week properly and I just wanted to say that I met up with Bex because she was over randomely... even though I was exhausted after work... it was good to mby DinkyDiver on Nov 3 8:01 AM, In My own personal thoughts, Noguest, Thoughts. 1,000 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
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awww how lovely of the member of staff who logged me on her user on the computer in the staff room to use the Internet on my break. Seriously this doesn't happen often Yes it is 2:17am and I am on my break... My back is extremely bad tonight and I am a restless bugger... The stress of this back pain has got me backby DinkyDiver on Nov 1 8:23 PM, In Noguest, Pain, Personal, Thoughts. 300 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
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WHAT IS WITH THEM????????????!!!!!!! 1 Seriously everywhere I look I see them and I have a Huge Nest on the outside of my front door... I did think awww how cute so I haven't touched them... ALL I have seen the last few days is ladybirds fly around... so I decided to GOOGLE it ... 2 http://news.bbc.co.uk/1
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I cannot explain her where abouts or why... 1 all I can say is that her computer is not working and I thought those people who love her would want to know that she will be quiet for a little while. She will be in touch, journal about why maybe....and judge her contest as soon as she can doby DinkyDiver on Oct 27 5:42 PM, 100 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
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Oky dokey It seems I am actually getting my muse back a little now and I feel a bit washed out from writing now HAHAHA 1 Night night all AP friends; sleep well xxxby DinkyDiver on Oct 26 6:40 PM, → 2 comments, Add one?
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Sherri and I had a straight through train journey to Manchester Piccadilly station which took about 5 hours... it actually went really really quick!! 1 2 Then we had to make our way over to Victoria on the other side of town and it took a while to find where we were staying in the Travel Lodge but we
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Lets see if I can add quite a few eh?? xxx then If I have time before X factor I will journal on it all xxxx 1 2 3 4 5 6
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1 2 3 4 Woop woop me and my sister are on our way to MANCHESTER PICCIDDALY! We arrive in 4hrs at 3pm! Woop woop awesomeness. I will be on my phone most of the way there if any1 wants to chat? X x 5by DinkyDiver on Oct 23 5:06 AM, 100 words. → 11 comments, Add one?
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Well firstly I want to say a massive thankyou to Lucy and Chris for getting me over to my Spinal specialist appointment and then back to my town so I can get to my interview on time. THANKS GUYS and I hope Chris liked my fishy's hehehe... 1 anyhow.... the appointment went o.k was in there for about an hour wh
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with the Mariokart game online??? need people to race with to make it more fun if I know themby DinkyDiver on Oct 18 4:08 PM, → 16 comments, Add one?
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I have ZILCH creativity or muse to even think up a bloody title for this journal..... 1 I have contests I want/need to enter but I cannot write...... I have a brick wall that's so solid to knock down at the moment...... I have not exercised for over a week and I am sat here right now with a pack of four dips --by DinkyDiver on Oct 16 10:15 AM, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Noguest, Pain, Personal. 300 words. → 13 comments, Add one?
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NINE DAYS UNTIL I SEE PINK IN MANCHESTER WITH MY SISTER.... still trying to arrange travel there and back though.... 1 My work was good this morning....... they were point blank offering me a 3 month job that was coming up... very likely I would get it too... I am there again tomorrow morning..... I
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Friday - I worked a night shift at the care home around the corner from mum, I really liked it there, although it was a piece of piss (easy) and dragged a little but I really liked the staff there. Very nice geniune people to work with But I had a headache all day... it wasn't going... 1 Saturday - I went to wby DinkyDiver on Oct 13 5:26 PM, In My own personal thoughts, Noguest. 900 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
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by DinkyDiver on Oct 8 6:43 PM, In Angst, Bitter, My own personal thoughts, Noguest, Pain, Thoughts. 600 words. Friends only.
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Well where do I start apart from I want to tear my HAIR OUT BECAUSE today has been extremely hard starting the no smoking without nicotine replacement or the Champix tablets... It's actually harder than I expected... And it turns out that Lucy is finding it just as hard... but I feel for her as her boyfriend stillby DinkyDiver on Sep 28 4:20 PM, 400 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
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I am on my break at the hospital but I'd just like to say: 1 I am giving up smoking tomorrow! With Lucy,- moaner. I hope i can keep to it this time. 2 Yesterday I applied for the job on my fave ward, but there's a lot of competition. I've decided if I do not get it I am going to go to uni to do my nurse trainby DinkyDiver on Sep 27 12:53 PM, 100 words. → Make first comment?
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http://allpoetry.com/column/2355337 1 prompt being the wind... this is the first of many round xoxoxoxby DinkyDiver on Sep 26 6:55 PM, → 2 comments, Add one?
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Well i am officially back online ;-) but i had the computer tech out yesterday because our wireless connection wasnt working! So he spent 2 hours trying to sort it. He came bk today + took my laptop until saturday pm. He needs to uninstall, delete lots of programmes that are clashing together. Plus find out which corby DinkyDiver on Sep 24 3:56 PM, 200 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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I am back online but only because we have put the wire into the laptop from the modem... still need to figure out how to get it onto wireless as the CD isn't working to install the Sky broadband... but anyhow.. I am laying on the floor rather uncomfortable but very happy that I am back online woop wooop >>> meaning Iby DinkyDiver on Sep 21 5:16 PM, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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I have just finished my shift and on my way home on the bus. Writing on my phone to update everyone. I am tired. . Ugh! But works going well. I have an interview on day surgery soon, never worked there but it'd be gaurenteed hours and I can still work on the bank. A post is going up next week on my favorite ward so iby DinkyDiver on Sep 3 3:57 PM, 300 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
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Right OK I HAVE TOTALLY HAD IT WITH THIS INTERNET CONNECTION!!!!!! I Will attempt to write a few poems but as for that I am not going to bother. My Modem contract ends on the 31st of this month and you know what? I am never ever going to get a dongle AGAIN!!! 1 The bad news is— we are not going to have the Skyby DinkyDiver on Aug 28 6:07 PM, 200 words. → 4 comments, Add one?
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I want to get on here agghhh! I cant get my usb dongle to work which means it could be at the end of the contract x xby DinkyDiver on Aug 22 11:37 AM, → 1 comment, Add one?
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Ok I'm on my phone so spelling mistakes are allowed at the moment. I've just had a gorgeous dinner. We have been living here for one week now, which has been fun, yet scary, a little lonely at times. . But then frustrating when I cant be on my own. . . Haha missing my mum like mad! 1 2 Worrying abby DinkyDiver on Aug 15 4:35 PM, In Life, Spur of the moment, Thoughts. 200 words. → 5 comments, Add one?
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1 Yeyy All moved now I am writing a quick journal before mum takes this modem back off me today...well the contract ends at the end of this month and if she wants it she'll have to split the bill with me because I am going to go without the internet for a couple of weeks!!! Why can't she just go into townby DinkyDiver on Aug 10 2:18 AM, In My life, My own personal thoughts, Noguest, Thoughts. 800 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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by DinkyDiver on Aug 7 6:53 PM, In Life, My own personal thoughts, Noguest, Personal. 1,100 words. Friends only.
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1 2 I wanted to Journal this seperately from the other one. 3 4 I know everybody gets stressed but I really don't handle stress well... I have been trying to get hours at the hospital and really worrying about money due to lack of hours and then when I do get some hours I squash i
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1 2 Today I have had an enormous amount of rage in me that a friend took total offence to my journal before and the fact that they Privated their journal made me flip even more.... But now I have finished my shift... been thinking throughout my whole shift at the hospital and on the way home..by DinkyDiver on Aug 6 5:20 PM, In Friends, Noguest, Pain, Personal, Thoughts. 800 words. → 13 comments, Add one?
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I have run STOPzilla spyware and virus scan and has = 247 Infections on laptop... SO This is where the problem has been lieing--- Kaspersky that we brought for £40 did fuck all!!!!! 1 2 I purchased STOPzilla for the year $9.95 and its all running smoothly so far... this also looks easier to use for non
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