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Journals by Broken-Rickie, by newest first

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  • ~ Refuse to listen to the word "No" "No" you can't do this or that in your life or "no" you won't be able to accomplish that dream or this goal. That didn't work, so try something else. Maybe people have missed the memo, but it is my life and I'm trying to get at least half of the negativity out of my life, so try s
    by Broken-Rickie on Oct 9 1:50 PM, In My own personal thoughts.  400 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • My AP Family: ** Ted E Bare ~ He's My Husband & I'm His 11th Wife True Life Friend & My Role Model & My Hero * Friends (Poem for Rickie) * She Walks Across the Stage * A Military Show * Rainbow Stars 1 ** Jaded Lily ~ I'm Her Beautiful Wife & She's My Gorgeous Wife Total Sweetheart & Amazing Soul
    by Broken-Rickie on Oct 6 12:37 PM, 2,000 words. 5 comments, Add one?
  • Maybe I have always been like this and just finally coming true with myself and realizing my fears and laziness. I picture the kind of life I truly want that is realistic to get, but I never act on it and when I do, it seems to fall apart and I back down from it and go a different path. People say things happen for a
    by Broken-Rickie on Sep 23 11:38 PM, In My life, Real time, Thoughts.  600 words. Make first comment?
  • - Newton County Georgia Woman Loses Life Protecting Dogs 1 - Protecting the pets Kennel honors woman who died to protect dogs 2 - Woman shot, killed at Oxford home Man expected to live after turning gun on himself 3 - Newton hits grisly milestone County sees 7 murders 4 - Friends say woma
    by Broken-Rickie on Aug 24 1:16 PM, In Pain, Personal.  200 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • - I want someone without kids, because I refuse to get in the middle of that type of relationship and see them so easy to give up on their child to be with me no matter where I am. - I want someone with a good head on their shoulders. Someone who won't lie, cheat, or steal. Someone who won't drag me into their legal
    by Broken-Rickie on Aug 24 12:28 PM, In Personal.  400 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • 1. I was born in Van Nuys, CA. 2. I grew up in GA. 3. My father is in a detention center awaiting trial for murder. 4. I have cheated in relationships. 5. I have lied in relationships. 6. I'm over the high school drama crap. 7. I miss the Army. 8. My mom is my best friend in the whole world. 9. I have slept w
    by Broken-Rickie on Aug 24 10:32 AM, In Personal.  400 words. 9 comments, Add one?
  • So this guy on Facebook sent me a message saying he was from Las Cruces. So after chatting and stuff for awhile, I come to find out in all reality it was Daniel. I can't even describe everything I feel right now. Just comes to show that you never know who you are talking to online. Shows what limits someone will go t
    by Broken-Rickie on Aug 18 11:13 AM, In My life, Pain, Personal, Real time.  600 words. 1 comment, Add one?
  • I have so much running through me. Things from feel guilty for leaving to being happy about it. I'm torn in so many ways about the things that have happened. What else is there to do for 11hrs while flying other than think about everything? I have a lot running through me and I really don't know how to deal with some
    by Broken-Rickie on Aug 18 7:05 AM, In My life.  300 words. 1 comment, Add one?
  • So I haven't written in awhile. Some of you know that my engagement ended and I am now single again. I guess it's better than another divorce. Living in Germany is really stressful for me now. Living with him still is awkward. I fly out on the 17th to DC. I can't wait. I'm looking forward to seeing MK. I haven't seen
    by Broken-Rickie on Aug 6 9:47 AM, In My life.  400 words. 6 comments, Add one?
  • by Broken-Rickie on Jul 14 6:45 PM, In My life, No guest, Personal.  200 words. Friends only.
  • By no means am I trying to disrespect anyone at the moment, but some military people really sicken me. Even though I went through shit in the Army, I want to go back in, but tonight really got to me. Is violence and rape really fucking necessary? I like how people say military service personnel is suppose to be role
  • Happy 4th of July to everyone. Make sure you think about the troops that gave us this freedom. Think about the ones currently at war or died. 1 Hope everyone gets to see fireworks and get your day. 2 My 4th of July sucked! We had plans, and nothing but one thing went right. Went to Patrick's baseball game and
    by Broken-Rickie on Jul 4 5:03 PM, 200 words. 5 comments, Add one?
  • I know I haven't been on that much nor written a lot. I'm doing good. I just been busy working out and trying to get back into the military. I haven't forgotten anyone, I promise. 1 Love my family and my friends on here. You guys and gals rock! 2 myspace.com/rickie1983 facebook.com/rickie1983 Email: mili
    by Broken-Rickie on Jun 25 5:06 PM, 100 words. 10 comments, Add one?
  • I gotta say something because I find it a little funny. Maybe even funny enough to bust out laughing inside. So I been looking around at some profiles seeing who I remember and who still looks the same from school. I find it ironic that the skinny chicks from school that teased others aren't exactly a size 3 anymore.
    by Broken-Rickie on Jun 19 2:24 PM, 200 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • I received the last email I wanted. I was told that if I meet all the normal enlistment requirements, I should be able to get the wavier I need and go back in. Excited about that. Still not holding my breath though. That's not because I want to be negative, but because I know recruiters work differently. They all hav
    by Broken-Rickie on Jun 18 6:19 PM, 200 words. 3 comments, Add one?
  • So I got another email from the recruiter that basically stated that I need to get within my weight limit and hopefully I can get the waiver I need and get my ass back in. Time to kick more butt at the gym. If nothing else, I'm getting myself healthier...
    by Broken-Rickie on Jun 15 3:33 PM, 6 comments, Add one?
  • Dog fighting hotline 1-877-847-4787 You can stay completely anonymous and if the people are convicted of the crime, you are awarded $5000 1 Why should you care? Dog fighting has become a serious issue within our community. Why should you know how to recognize and report suspected dog fighting activities? Dog fi
    by Broken-Rickie on Jun 14 5:24 PM, 1,300 words. 4 comments, Add one?
  • If you have love for Ted E Bare, you should join his fan club. I love being his V.P.! I hope to see you there... 1 http://allpoetry.com/group/show/Ted+E+Bares+Fan+
    by Broken-Rickie on Jun 12 6:05 PM, Make first comment?
  • I got an email back. Said nothing about no longer taking prior service. If you have a RE Code 3, you have to get a wavier. I got emailed a questionnaire to find out if I'm eligible to go back in. Waiting on the response from that. Crossing my fingers for good news. Fuck those who don't support my choice... If you w
    by Broken-Rickie on Jun 11 4:23 PM, 100 words. 9 comments, Add one?
  • So I have been told be military folks with prior service isn't allowed back in due to quotas being exceeded. I don't know how true this is considering I was told I could come back in when I lost some weight. I emailed a few recruiters I know to see what they say. I hope this pans out right, not only for myself, but a
    by Broken-Rickie on Jun 10 4:40 PM, In Fml.  100 words. 6 comments, Add one?
  • The last time I was in Heidelberg was right before Christmas in 2007. I went there today with Daniel and I never knew how big of a difference snow made to your surroundings. The castle had a totally different look and feel. Even with that said, I had a wonderful time making new memories with my man. It's nice getting
    by Broken-Rickie on Jun 2 5:32 PM, 100 words. 9 comments, Add one?
  • Lucian Valcor: 2 days ago Added to your guestbook: who names there daughter rickie in the first place ? 1 WTF...Seriously? The thing is, if I would know you, then I would probably understand your stupidity, but I don't, so please disappear...You are suposely a father according to your page and crap, so why
    by Broken-Rickie on May 29 3:29 PM, 100 words. 6 comments, Add one?
  • I felt the following needed to be added to my page after some comments left and some crap left on my page.... 1 For stupid, ignorant people on AP...I'm a FEMALE...so if someone calls me a male or a guy or leaves stupid comments on my page, we will have issues. So if you have nothing nice to say and you are to laz
    by Broken-Rickie on May 27 5:18 PM, 200 words. 10 comments, Add one?
  • Maybe things will begin to go my way and things will improve to get better and things will fall into place the way I want them to happen not only for myself, but for Daniel as well. Here's a list of my goals I hope to accomplish early or on time. 1 1. AUG-SEPT 2009 - Get down to 130lbs or below and go back into
    by Broken-Rickie on May 21 6:57 PM, In Thoughts.  200 words. 10 comments, Add one?
  • A couple of you know that due to some issues with the insurance company here, medical stuff got delayed. Well now, I get to deal with it on Monday and Tuesday. If I'm not around for awhile, this is why. I love you guys and thanks for all the love and support I've gotten.... What this refers to... http://allpoetr
    by Broken-Rickie on May 17 5:44 PM, In My life.  100 words. 8 comments, Add one?
  • I'm so glad that I put my trust into certain people and I get told I need help and lectured about abortion. I don't want an abortion. Never wanted one. Now because of my health and some medical issues, I have to get one. I am getting told by my doctor that I have to get one. I'm so upset with people right now. I'm so
    by Broken-Rickie on May 11 7:36 PM, 100 words. 12 comments, Add one?
  • I'm getting every thing removed. 4 tries is enough for me. Thursday I get to go in for an abortion after seeing some issues on an ultrasound today. Story of my life. I'll be here and there...Hate my fucking life... Let me state this...this is not a choice of mine. Someone that knows whats going on read this an
    by Broken-Rickie on May 11 10:48 AM, In Personal.  100 words. 24 comments, Add one?
  • I do this to keep my page from over flowing and also so people can see who I cherish. I also do it because it's great to go back and read these writes...Love ya guys... ** LovelyLauren * Private Message * It's Your Time * Girls Just Wanna...what? ** Jaded Lily * ~ I Gotta Secret~ Other Writes **
    by Broken-Rickie on May 9 8:01 PM, 200 words. Make first comment?
  • I'm getting so tired hearing people get so mad about not having friends on AP or a family. I have told people mny times that can add me to their families or friend list. I have added people to mine. If you are going to ignore folks or just be disrespectful, well maybe that is Karma biting you in the ass. Anyone who k
    by Broken-Rickie on May 7 6:31 PM, In Ap family, Ap friends.  100 words. 14 comments, Add one?
  • I don't know if I'll be back online or not after tonight. I guess you could say that my emotions and mental state is getting the best of me. You want an abortion, I'll give you one. You basically call out all my flaws, I'll make them disappear. I see how unhappy I make you, I'll make myself disappear. I'm tired o
    by Broken-Rickie on May 3 8:47 PM, In Depression, Personal, Real time, Thoughts.  100 words. 8 comments, Add one?
  • Listen or not...Don't really care **Disclaimer: Some songs do contain adult language. * Rickie's Playlist * Rickie #2 * Rickie #3 * Rickie #4 * Rickie #5 * Rickie's AP List
    by Broken-Rickie on Apr 30 5:22 PM, In Music, Random.  100 words. Make first comment?
  • Today I wrote a letter to my real father about how I feel without holding back and still trying to be respectful, even though at times I feel like he doesn't deserve it because of the things he have done. I guess this is the moment of truth. What happens next is up to him. What continues to happen, if anything, will
  • by Broken-Rickie on Apr 25 3:20 PM, In Adult, Pissed off, Vulgar language.  200 words. 4 comments, Add one?
  • I have a list of writes on my page by people who mean a lot to me. As much as I would love to over flow my page with these links, I know I shouldn't. Feel free to read these. They are amazing! **Ted E Bare * Duct Taped Ted E Bare * At Sunset **Jaded Lily * FROG ~ Acrostic (for Rickie) * got me? * L
    by Broken-Rickie on Apr 24 8:13 PM, In Ap family writes.  500 words. Make first comment?
  • Some of y'all might know that I will completely understand and read or listen to everything that is said, however, there are moments where it takes a minute to set in. Well this is one of those things. I was having a conversation with someone about my step dad and how conversations with us go. Well this person told m
    by Broken-Rickie on Apr 21 2:32 PM, In My life, Thoughts.  300 words. 6 comments, Add one?
  • Birthday wishes from so many...Thank you Contest 26th Birthday by: Rickie Somebody ** Yes another year has gone bye by: Greenrainmark ** Happy Birthday Rickie by: Jaded Lily ** For Rickie by: campanaro ** For Rickie by: Antipodi ** A Day In the Life by: zorman32 ** Rickie's birthday by: Periwinkle
    by Broken-Rickie on Apr 19 7:05 PM, In Birthday, My life.  300 words. 6 comments, Add one?
  • I have a list of writes on my page by people who mean a lot to me. As much as I would love to over flow my page with these links, I know I shouldn't. Feel free to read these. They are amazing! ** Ted E Bare * Duct Taped Ted E Bare * At Sunset ** Jaded Lily * got me? * Love is....Skin * Circle of
    by Broken-Rickie on Apr 17 1:09 PM, In Family, Friends, Writes.  500 words. 2 comments, Add one?
  • If you wrote some thing(s) about me/for me, please give me the link(s). If you wrote for a contest of mine and I missed it, send me the link.... I have some, but I can't remember everything. Sorry! I suck at times, I know! Please still love me Thanks a million! Also there is a write I did that you should check
    by Broken-Rickie on Apr 11 2:42 PM, 100 words. Make first comment?
  • I hear everyone talk about forgiveness and so many other things. I want to forgive you, but you make it so hard. I thought you changed. I thought you learned to be a better person from all this that has happened. I keep reaching out to you for what? Why should I keep trying to build something with you. This letter I
    by Broken-Rickie on Apr 9 10:55 AM, In My personal life.  400 words. 6 comments, Add one?
  • Rickies Devotee Pure Romance love-poet Jöel Gerber Whatever you know him as...I'm normally not like this when it comes to people, but I think its time people know the truth about you. I won't put you on ignore so you can have the chance to defend yourself, but here lately I have learned so much about you si
    by Broken-Rickie on Apr 8 9:57 AM, In Thoughts.  2,100 words. 13 comments, Add one?
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