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Journals by Allyson.Lashae., by newest first

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  • Dear Whoever Cares
    So I haven't been on the site much lately 1 Not because I'm lazy.. Not because I'm busy.. Not because I bought a new life I just have no inspiration 2 I sort of feel empty inside really That's probably the best way to explain it.. for now 3 There's a boy who is great to me I mean really great, the best
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Nov 7 3:52 PM, In Thoughts.  400 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Drunken
    DRUNK AGAIN 1 AND THINKING OF YOU 2 HA KINDA FUNNY.. 3 BUT NOT REALLY 4 IT PISSES ME OFF BUT I LAUGH 5 BECAUSE THE LIQUOR TAKES AWAY THE HURT 6 FOR AWHILE 7 WHY DID YOU LEAVE 8 DON'T YOU THINK I DESERVE TO KNOW THAT AT LEAST 9 WHAT WAS THE REASON 10 WHATEVER YOU ASKED ME, I
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Oct 3 11:22 PM, 300 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • Untitled
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Aug 21 4:27 PM, Friends only.
  • and just like that the world fell down
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Aug 16 2:14 PM, 100 words. Friends only.
  • ....
    i figured it out finally 1 all those years of yearning for men's attention 2 sleeping with strangers just to feel their desire for me 3 just to know i was wanted if even for a 30 minute fuck 4 so what? they wanted me, even picked me over my friends sometimes 5 somewhere during that time, i blocked
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Aug 13 11:10 PM, 200 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • ....
    Tonight when you come home, I am leaving, I cannot handle the constant wonder of what you're doing and why you're not answering my calls, until hours when you call back with some lame excuse. I love you but honestly babe, this is killing me. I am glad you gave me my happiness back and taught me to love myself again,
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Aug 3 8:37 PM, 100 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
  • bleh
    I cried over you again today Right now, I don't feel like trying with you anymore I don't get you I don't understand what you want I want to leave, but I can't I hate myself for that, you know Im crying over you again
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Aug 2 9:40 PM, → 2 comments, Add one?
  • The 5 W's
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Jul 30 8:55 PM, Friends only.
  • ...
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Jul 20 8:21 AM, 300 words. Friends only.
  • Random Venting
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Jul 1 8:19 AM, In Adult, Anger, Bitter.  600 words. Friends only.
  • Dear
    I don't have the guts to tell you this to your face because I am a coward. But goddamn, I miss you so much right now. You don't even realize how hard this is for me. We grew up together since we were little, talked about having our first kids together, and them growing up. What happened to that? Why are we so distant
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Jun 30 6:37 PM, 300 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • Why
    by Allyson.Lashae. on Jun 22 10:46 PM, In Adult, Anger, Bitter, Diary, Love, My life, Pain, Personal thoughts.  200 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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