Love Letter

Dear My Lover

One day i stood there and saw you smiling .... your eyes so bright , full of hope and full of joy , the smile you would give someone who you depended on for the whole of your life , someone who you trusted with your most prized piece , your heart, and would throw away  feelings of confusion and lost to just be in the arms of the other . The feeling of pure warmth , pure safety and pure love . the words you spoke to me that day i will always remember , because i knew that you would be my forever " trust me , your my angel " . I wanted to fly away and take you with me , to far lands of pure untouched soil , untouched trees full of living creatures and make it our home , together forever but that was never ment to be , or at least not forever . On a cloudy day you left me , alone and betrayed , you knew how i felt bout you , about me and about us and you didn't even think to listen . I cried for you to stay , for your love not to walk out the door of uncertainty , I believe in all you said and all you had done to the point of nw return and you let me down with a huge hard bump to the head . It was like the waves crashing down on our life on the island and being lost to sea forever . At least when we were there we had each other for company . Part of me understood why you had to go , part of me wished you the best in your life and part of me hated the fact you were right . But it didn't change the fact you were gone . Just me , only me alone again in the dark , cold city . I can remember all the times we had , hanging in the park till late just watching the sky for that one special moment that still didn't come . I can remember you joking around with my friends saying that when we got married he would buy a car instead of a ring so then he could drive me and him up to the countryside and watch the sun go behind the hills . I remember all the perfect days we had just sitting in bed chatting about our dreams and wishes for the future . At least one came true , your leaving to follow your path of identity . In search of who you are and what you need to do in life . I understand that you need to go it alone , but it hurts me to now that i am not a part of your future identity . So i am writing you this letter to tell you that you mean the world to me and i understand that you need to go and follow your life , but as you read this in a couple of years time as you wont right now , you will understand that you had a girl here who wanted you to love her back , to know you were her soul , her life , her everything . And when you realise that you should have stayed with me it would have been to late as i will be with a guy who respect and loves me for me , who will also think I'm his everything and wants to share his future identity with me . I will always have a piece of my heart for you as you were the guy who made me who i was today . But i have to realise that you were then and its now . Goodbye my lover . Sweet Dreams hope you are as happy as i am now . thanks to you i have made my life . hope you have found your identity

Yours lovingly

Sweet