Over spring break I obtained a boyfriend, new friends, a habit of stealing... and I also lost myself.
My boyfriend- I came back from the beach.... i remember him kissing me. I pushed him away. He laid me on the bed.... he went for my belt. I said no, I dont want this... and he kept going until he got what he wanted without a condom....
new friends- Id have to say they were the best thing that happened to me
Stealing- Its a life style that i manage to get away with.
I am completely lost. Although now that I have an amazing boyfriend im just so happy again. Yet, I dont know if it will get me through everything that has happened.
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just be happy and deal with any kind of shit that comes your way. my life is somewhat like yours. all of my poems are mainly depressing, but my friends got tired of it and made me write happy poems. the happiness doesnt make sense! my life is a hatred-filled torment and i cant stand it!
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I hope you turned the jerk in for what he did. It's sad that anyone has to suffer so much. Hope you knock off the stealing side of things. Whatever someone else has done to hurt us, stealing only hurts someone else and our selves as well. I'm sorry this sort of of thing happened to you, but I hope you grow bigger and stronger than those who do such things and look at them as they deserve to be seen, as pathetic losers.
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Keep your chin up and think positive is all I can come up with at the moment oh yes and a big virtual hug for you as well.
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