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April 28th, 2009


I feel like a dusty book sitting on a shelf rarely being read. Or worse... one of those books that you check out that has 2 or 3 bookmarks left in it, because they couldn't bother to finish reading. eeek... Steers my thoughts away from that scary metaphor....

Dreaming of days when I can go somewhere and invigorate each and every sense I have. A spiritual cleansing of sorts. This summer I plan to do several such cleansing's, no matter what! 

~

I sure miss my friends....

Without home Internet I sure do get a lot of reading done, just finishing up my 4th book this week, at the library again to stop by here and then get more books. I think I am stuck in a fantasy world worse than I was before. lmao...

*shrugs* all well... it is a nice place, while it lasts.

 

Once again... I sure miss my friends

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