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Assumed

Assume= it makes an ass out of u and me....

I guess that's what happened here... I assumed you'd be faithful to me, that you'd be perfect... but you said so.
I believed everything you told me; never once did I question any of it.
Now, I think I should have, then I wouldn't be feeling like this, I wouldn't have had my heart nearly try to escape through my throat and my nails rip out my hair.
If I hadn't assumed it, would it have happened?

Probably still, yes.

She's an old friend to you, isn't she?
Very old, there's some sort of history there, although you'll never completely tell me what it is.
I don't ask anymore and I won't ask now, for the sake that I'm scared of the answer, but I'm also scared why you haven't told me before.

I know I'm far from perfect myself.

I'm sick of being treated just like your friend, yes, when I'm with you and when your affectionaite side comes out, its lovely, its perfect, you're perfect. But sadly, due to your easily distracted and active mind, the attention doesn't focus on me very often. She got more of 'that' attention then I do; is it because of who she is, or because she 'needed it'....
How do I begin to explain this to you?

After all, most of the time, you assume everythings alright.

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  • Bride Of Hate
    May 23
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    Hope you're okay hun. Whoever he is...he obviously isn't worth it.
    Take care of youself xx


  • fake-or-real-smile
    April 28
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    Hun.....what's up?

    I'm worried after reading this.

    XXX

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