My bestfriend pretty much my brother tried killing himself, and i was talking to one of my friends yestorday, and he tried it too. I dont know what to do anymore, all of my friends are wanting to die, and i try to help but it never works.. it seems like everyone is leaving me to rot here by my self, (besides russ) and it is hurting me. I already let 2 of my friends kill themself, (i didnt know at the time they were wanting to) and i cant lose anymore! I just dont know what to say! I was pose to go see Allen at the stress senter, but my dad wont let me drive down there and it makes me so mad, i am 19 years old and cant do a damn thing. grrrr.. remind me not to be like this to my kids. I dont want them to hate me like i hate my mom and dad! it just pisses me off sometimes. i just want to scream! AWWWW!!! well i got to go. lat!
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The loss of a friend can leave a hole in your heart.
The feelings of helplessness over the loss of a dear friend can sometimes cause us to blame ourselves or the ones we love. We can not change the loss but we can learn to watch for the signs of despair in others we know and help them seek the guidance they need. -
I know how you feel sometimes. It feels terrible to lose people that are close to us.
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