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I need a woman.

Wellllll. It's been a few months since I've posted a journal on here and honestly... NOTHING HAS FUCKIN' HAPPENED. Where I'm living right now is absolutely the shittiest place to live. I'm a pretty quiet guy when I'm around people I don't know. I only open up when I'm really really comfortable. Unfortunately the fucked up douchers at my school refuse to talk to the new kid.. fantastic. This si the second time I've lived here so I have some "friends" that I can hang out with.. but really I wouldn't be friends with them if I had more of a selection. I miss my ex like CRAZY. It's insane. More or less unhealthy . However she has now hooked up with one of my friends... How nice of him eh? yea. Fuck him. He can suck on ma diick. When I visit this summer I'm taking her back.. I can tell it's gonna happen. But at the same time.. If I do that I will feel bad. I'm not a dick, I try to see the best in people.. and usually that guy is really nice.. But yea fuck him, he deserves the hate. The only girl I've hooked up with in the last three months is this one girl who is in that group of "friends." ANNNDDD she wouldn't even do anything... And we were piss drunk.. FUCK. I'm so god damn tired of this shit hollleee.

In other news, my stepmom is out of rehab... and things are looking up in New Brunswick. Except my family is now a bunch of crazy god suckers. Oh I'm an atheist by the way.. And my dad doesn't know that... Awesome man. Oh and My mom who I'm living with now and my stepdad are seperating. But it's actually a good thing. My ex stepdad is a butt fucker.. I'm so glad she left him.

So I seriously need a GF.. I might look to the younger girls, as my generation consists of ugly fucks... But as I said before.. I'm really quiet around people I don't know.. So it's hard for me to introduce myself and shit... But hopefullyyyy I'll be able to pull something off.. There's a cute girl that lives down the road... She goes on ym bus sometimes, maybe I'll finally build up some nerve one day. God I hate being shyy :'(
Anywayyyysssss. I'm gonna peace, I think I'm gonna start regularily postin' on here. See yah later kidss.

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