hmm i sure u remember well...just like i remember you now
Relaspe is a bitch is it not, such a pain to remember evrything even just the little parts or the fact that i used to love you or that we used to b friends, willingful to risk my life for you day after day fighting back your condition....
its quite understandly that you couldnt love me but now i see that it wasnt only me that we werent just meant to be anything at all except strangers.. i sure you life can always b better then mine, not saying that it wont b cz we both kno it will, sadly live your life and all that you may b without me watching closely behind you ill follow my dreams and keep my path straight and you do the same cz when god is ready he'll cross us over again...forget about me evrything my name, my face, just evrything that reminds you of me it'll keep away ur anxiety and other things so now you dont hav to worry about me if i die or not b cz im nothin to you now just live your life without knowing i ever existed....
just know for me...its hard to 4get anyhting anymore and i dont hate u i found it quite impossible from the start and i did for a while until i finally slept like i was dead nothin can b forgotten...our used to b friendship and our used to be relationship but me leaving is for the better and for both of us and 2 live ur life fully ur gona hav 2 leave here to srry its just the truth, i dont mean to yell and i dont mean to fight with u but just kno in my heart u wont b forgotten this is more an apology letter after i relapsed for my bitter attitude towards you in our friendship so im srry u wont b forgotten