it's funny how some one might see something in the momment
and they way there mind set can be changed so quickly
no im not ready for that much of a responsibility
but why suddenly this chage of heart wht now do i want it

is it because i know that it's not going to happen yet
or did the idea just frow on me till i gave in
i mean the last time i wrote about this topic.
i thought my life was comeing to an end

now the blessing desgised as a curse is what i ponder
would i have make the right impace? was i ready?\
i still see it through the other side of the looking glass
the side that says i shouldn't bring someone into this world

concidering i have yet to understand the world my self