So now tiphani is getting with devin.
Everyone always chooses him over me.
First it was alex
And now it's tiphani.
Obviously,
there's something wrong with me.
There's some reason no one wants me.
Alex keeps telling me that there are people out there
That will want me.
But how can i believe that when
every girl i get close to
Leads me on or just straight-up rejects me?
I hate it.
I hate my life.
I cut myself again.
I now have 42 cuts.
Alex likes to brag that she has more than me.
She has like over 100.
And i am jealous of her.
Haha.
She's been busting a nut trying to keep me from cutting
But it didn't really help :/
So now tiphani thinks i don't want to be her friend anymore
And idk if i want devin to come to my party..
he'll probably just talk about getting some from tiphani the whole time.
Of which he KNOWS will hurt me.
Tiphani says he won't.
But that's all he does around me and the other guys.
She says he won't cuz he doesn't around her.
Well no shit.
He's not going to talk about that around girls.
Only guys.
Fucking duh.
I now noticed that in my journals
All I do is ramble on about random shit.
You have a problem with it?
Well fuck me in the ass and call me skippy.