well if you read my previouse journal entry than you know that I planned on asking a new gurl out soon! well I asked her today and.....well, let me tell the story.
today was youth class for my church and recently our old church was burnt down. today we were given permission to look around and see what the inside looked like. she and I would alot of times hang out in the back room and goof off on a piano back there. needless to say it is gone now. she wanted to look back there and so I went with her. I let her comment and then told her that I was starting to feel for her. her eyes got wide and she said "no" and ran out the door, leaving me in there alone. I just smiled because I knew that was exactly how she would react so I picked up a pipe off of the ground, broke it, then left the building.
I guess it was a stupid move for me, but it was the only one I knew to make. better luck next time.