Journal

well hi! this is my journal! this is the first time im writing on here! kinda strange>.>
well idk what to say!I cant wait for the end of theyear! im am so burnout
to the point where i dont feel like anything! welll, i cant wait for summer, although i have summer skool. AND no its not cuz im failing! i dont want to take history through the year!

on another note i cant wait for 09' to end... to many things have happened this year.. so many bad things i wish wouldnt have happend but o well, shit happens! i have been saying this alot! i cant wait for karma to come around for the good this time. Have you ever had so many bad things happen at once, t hat u think that u deserve it, that it is bacause some higher power is punishing u, well i feel like that. i feel like im being punished. and i get so depressed that i believe it. like there has been something so abd that i have done, that i will never have anything goood come my way. i kinda feel bad for the people around me, having to deal with me. (if you are on of those people, sorry)

*sigh* well i was in a bad mood eysterday and i was tryong ot study for a tes during lunch, and my friend came up to me, and she kinda hit me, but it wasnt anything that hard, but i tunred around and hit full force in her stomach.. i feel bad, i knocked the wind out of her.... there wasa a big hand mark on her stomach... and than she showed her friend , and know she thinks i a mean.. and she told me today, and it kinda downed me. Now i think im a cold hearless bitch.. perhaps this is why i have such a miserable existance

o weelll, sorry for sounding so negative...
and im sorry u wasted ur timing reading about my miserable life on earth!