My head officially feels like it's actually spinning and smoke is coming out of my ears and it's about to fall off and just roll away.....
In less than 4weeks, I've accepted not doing so well at my A-level exams after trying so bloody hard, not getting my place at university, convincing myself that doing a degree isn't such a bad route, mentally preparing myself to move away then in less than 48hours, deciding to withdraw my place from university, look for a job, do some volunteer work, possibly resit some exams and reapply for university next year for a course which is a direct route into teaching. And this is only the start of it all. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
