Day 08 - Letter to my favorite Internet friend
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Dear Radu,
I am writing you on my letter-to-your-favorite-Internet-friend day, but as I’ve said before, I hope we can somehow become face-to-face friends soon enough. I hope we can meet in person. I hope I can show you you’re as good a person in the flesh as you are online. & after, when you move to a better country, I hope you get to start anew, solve all your problems, and that we can perhaps meet again if you still want to.
I know I may sound optimistic to you. Sometimes, I wish you could see yourself the way I see you. You really are one of a kind. You say you have nothing else to do anyway, but I disagree – you could easily watch entertaining videos or play games or do something else or just take your time and rest, but you choose to spend hours chatting with me and sending me long messages, supporting me with anything and everything, listening to all my rants. You know I’ve been through a tough time these months and especially for the first couple months after my breakup – and you had a huge part in keeping me sane. You’re a great friend, very insightful even though you may not think so, and you always have something positive to say to me. You make me feel appreciated and that’s really a lot, considering how much I’ve felt taken for granted by others before. & you do all those really thoughtful things, like how you compiled that list of potential master’s programs for me. That was really impressive and one of the most touching things a friend has ever done for me, and without me asking.
With this letter, I guess all I’m trying to say is I really appreciate you and what you do.
Aside from your personality and friendship, there are so many other good things about you, as well. You really are very knowledgeable and seem to have skills in many fields (psych, language, computers, etc).
Just ... try not to take yourself and your qualities for granted. You really mean something to me and I hope one day you can better see the good in yourself.
Hugs,
Diana