Every time i start to feel happy something has to go wrong. I cant believe i told im i liked him. :/ I cant believe i kissed him. and yet the only thing that happend was finding out that we are close friends......then my ex fiance returns and now he is back into my life ( IF U READ THIS!!! DONT SAY ANYTHING TO ANYONE AT SKL....IF U KNOW WHO I MEAN!!!) My friend asked me if i was happy the only thing i could say was "i think." I mean i loved him...and i think i still do. The only problem is....i haven seen him in awhile....i miss bein in his arms..but as soon as i start thinking of him my mind wonder back to m close friend *insert annoyed face* I mean WHY!!!! am i really happy or is my heart just so numb it doesnt know what to believe?
