My life has never been what I've wanted, and people say that's life and that you never get what you want, but its much more worse then that for me, I have to live in a recurring nightmare of darkness and pain everyday, no one understands and everyone leaves when they find out, the worst is when they say they love you then leave you,when will that end, when will that stop happening to me? These are questions I've asked myself a thousand times but they never get answered, and just when I thought the worst was over, just when I thought I had everything figured out, it all goes wrong, it started with a phone call and ended with you leaving, which left me feeling broken and dead, so now when I go back and think about it and you, I realize that my life is what its always been, which is a recurring nightmare with and without you, and all that's left to think about is that my life is broken and nothing will change.
