Last Night
Well, last night I cried because I have been mentally abused lately from my uncle saying "I'm going to punch you in the face if you don't get off that computer."
And plus my best friend Mel is in the hospital wishing to like kill herself if she doesn't get out of their soon. I couldn't bare my life without her, she is the greatest and best friend I have ever had in my life. I've known her for so long and I just could not bare my life without her.
The same goes with my other best friend Az, she had panic attacks and stuff while she was in the hospital with her boyfriend and her brother Ryan. Thank god Ryan was telling me this stuff otherwise I wouldn't know, so thank you that means a lot to me (and I know it means a lot for her as well). I couldn't bare my life without her either. I'm glad she is safe and she is getting out of the hospital today. But she needs to go home and rest and Ryan, you need to tell her that for me please, tell her I care about her well being and she needs to rest.
And Jess, the girl I love dearly. I cried all last night because of those three things as well as stuff from my past. I won't be afraid to cry in front of you, (or any girl that I care about for that matter). Even though its been 4 weeks or so, I love you dearly because we have so much in common and we both had troubled pasts. So yea, I love you very very much.
And plus my best friend Mel is in the hospital wishing to like kill herself if she doesn't get out of their soon. I couldn't bare my life without her, she is the greatest and best friend I have ever had in my life. I've known her for so long and I just could not bare my life without her.
The same goes with my other best friend Az, she had panic attacks and stuff while she was in the hospital with her boyfriend and her brother Ryan. Thank god Ryan was telling me this stuff otherwise I wouldn't know, so thank you that means a lot to me (and I know it means a lot for her as well). I couldn't bare my life without her either. I'm glad she is safe and she is getting out of the hospital today. But she needs to go home and rest and Ryan, you need to tell her that for me please, tell her I care about her well being and she needs to rest.
And Jess, the girl I love dearly. I cried all last night because of those three things as well as stuff from my past. I won't be afraid to cry in front of you, (or any girl that I care about for that matter). Even though its been 4 weeks or so, I love you dearly because we have so much in common and we both had troubled pasts. So yea, I love you very very much.