I was so happy yesterday (with my gold thingie, done all my major shopping (which I hate), and pre-ordered a book. Now, It's like I've gone from 0 to 180 in few seconds. It's suddenly came over me. And I am depressed. I hope something good will come out of this but I am not really sure. I hate feeling this way. I hate not being able to have fun. I am a happy person by nature and depression is like the anti-me. I get more depressed because I am depressed...
