Online High School not Public High
1200 miles away friends not right next door
Living miles away with my bf is a plus but I miss my family
I'm going to miss 4th of July but going to be there in August, but I'm still unhappy.
I wish I could work it all out.
I wish I could finish college right now have my RN degree and make 60,000 a year. So, I can run as fast as I can home to be where I belong.
I need to be them.
Out of all we've been through the ups and downs....our differences.... We are too alike.
I miss my mom so much and I hate hearing pain in her voice, but i know shes hates hearing pain in mine when I'm a million miles away from Michael, my boyfriend.
All I can do is push on and make myself something amazing.
I can't be home right now, but I can make my mom proud.
Life isn't as bad as it feels but saying that doesn't make any of the pain go away.
Only when I hear my momsay" I miss you" I feel understood because I need her and she needs me
But, all we can do is comfort each other over the phone. '
