Online Rant~~
Okay, So, if you've read earlier journal entries you'd already know about Luke. :3
Right now- I miss him very much. I don't get to talk to him all that much-unless i'm up around 7:30 to maybe 9-which is normally when he's up. And today I was up late, 11:45ish cause I stayed up until 3AM and i was so angry at myself..And this is going to be a huge rant~~About Luke lol. He's amazing, funny, cute, smart, kinda shy, sweet, sensative, crazy(which is not always a bad thing), and I love him to death. I love his amazing green eyes, and I find it so sad that he thinks his eyes are ugly. I like to mess with this long, perfectly straight, shaggy hair, and when I move this hair away from his eyes, He's like, "ahh, ugly eyes", But he's just crazy like that. And people want him to cut his hair, i very calmly told him that I don't think he should, but in my head i was like, "DON'T YOU DARE CUT ALL THAT HAIR OFF. I LOVE THE SHAGGY HAIR LOOK. I MEAN A TRIM IS FINE BUT NOT..LIKE..SHAVE IT AND GET A BUZZ CUT. YOU INSPIRED MY BROTHER TO GROW HIS HAIR OUT LONG NO!!!!"but anyways..its just my opinion so he can do what he wants ((in head: NO NO NO NO)) ahah... But the funniest thing about Luke is... He's law abiding, while mii(his girlfriend) is a total and complete bad ass. Another thing.. He listens to his parents.. Which I find so strange, cause I don't do shit for my parents.
ain't i wonderful child? Oh, and when he was at my house..you shouldv'e heard my brother. Right in front of Luke, my brother told me, "i HATE you!" and he was being serious. Wonderful isn't it? I don't really care.. But Luke was like.."woahh" And my brother has told me, "Go die! I hate you, bitch" And e just turned 9. Lmao. Ahh, i hate him. But, back to Luke. lol. teehee. ^///^ And he thinks I sing good..ts funny. Well..alot of people say that, but they're insane. I'm not all that great. >.> If he sees this he'll be all, "You sing great, Leilani!" and..then go on about how he can't sing. And he says his mom is the worst singer in the world. But his mom is so funny, Or at least I think so. When his mom dropped me off to my house from the mall, she couldn't find the exit to the parking garage. He was looking out the window the whole time, he was so embarrassed. I looked out the other window, giggling to myself, and i'd turn to look at him. but look away embarrassed. xD I'm so shy. And its terrible.. I mean, i guess its kinda cute how i'm shy and all, but when having a boyfriend...being shy is such a disadvantage D: Anyways..Luke is a total pyro, but he's missing the 4th of July to go to Colorado. I'm going to cry when he does. I mean..i mean..how long will i not be able to talk to him. Everyday, i'd die a little bit inside, and by the time he'd get back...there'd be nothing left of me. LOL. Its going to be the loneliest 4th of July ever. I might not be able to enjoy the fire and explosives- which I lovee. I spend too much time with my Pyro friend, Jessica, We were in the car, and she found her lighter. When i saw the fire..i became obsessed with it.
6/21 I miss Luke.. I mean, When he came to my house, when I opened the door to see him shuffling around, and he looked at me. I couldn't help but smiling. Earlier that day-he was supposed to come earlier-but he couldn't cause his mom was waiting for a call-And he felt really bad that he was going to be late-And i tolf him it was okay. But I was crying...up until he got there, I wiped my tears from my eyes and greeted him. Just a hug from him made me feel so much better-except for my brother bothering us. I was chasing him upstairs-being all immature. Luke was the only thing keeping me from being his sorry ass. Anyways. It's father's day. The other day-when typing this up. The only reason I quit typing was someone answered the door. It was Michal... And so.. I had to close allpoetry without letting him read this. I hate him
Right now- I miss him very much. I don't get to talk to him all that much-unless i'm up around 7:30 to maybe 9-which is normally when he's up. And today I was up late, 11:45ish cause I stayed up until 3AM and i was so angry at myself..And this is going to be a huge rant~~About Luke lol. He's amazing, funny, cute, smart, kinda shy, sweet, sensative, crazy(which is not always a bad thing), and I love him to death. I love his amazing green eyes, and I find it so sad that he thinks his eyes are ugly. I like to mess with this long, perfectly straight, shaggy hair, and when I move this hair away from his eyes, He's like, "ahh, ugly eyes", But he's just crazy like that. And people want him to cut his hair, i very calmly told him that I don't think he should, but in my head i was like, "DON'T YOU DARE CUT ALL THAT HAIR OFF. I LOVE THE SHAGGY HAIR LOOK. I MEAN A TRIM IS FINE BUT NOT..LIKE..SHAVE IT AND GET A BUZZ CUT. YOU INSPIRED MY BROTHER TO GROW HIS HAIR OUT LONG NO!!!!"but anyways..its just my opinion so he can do what he wants ((in head: NO NO NO NO)) ahah... But the funniest thing about Luke is... He's law abiding, while mii(his girlfriend) is a total and complete bad ass. Another thing.. He listens to his parents.. Which I find so strange, cause I don't do shit for my parents.
ain't i wonderful child? Oh, and when he was at my house..you shouldv'e heard my brother. Right in front of Luke, my brother told me, "i HATE you!" and he was being serious. Wonderful isn't it? I don't really care.. But Luke was like.."woahh" And my brother has told me, "Go die! I hate you, bitch" And e just turned 9. Lmao. Ahh, i hate him. But, back to Luke. lol. teehee. ^///^ And he thinks I sing good..ts funny. Well..alot of people say that, but they're insane. I'm not all that great. >.> If he sees this he'll be all, "You sing great, Leilani!" and..then go on about how he can't sing. And he says his mom is the worst singer in the world. But his mom is so funny, Or at least I think so. When his mom dropped me off to my house from the mall, she couldn't find the exit to the parking garage. He was looking out the window the whole time, he was so embarrassed. I looked out the other window, giggling to myself, and i'd turn to look at him. but look away embarrassed. xD I'm so shy. And its terrible.. I mean, i guess its kinda cute how i'm shy and all, but when having a boyfriend...being shy is such a disadvantage D: Anyways..Luke is a total pyro, but he's missing the 4th of July to go to Colorado. I'm going to cry when he does. I mean..i mean..how long will i not be able to talk to him. Everyday, i'd die a little bit inside, and by the time he'd get back...there'd be nothing left of me. LOL. Its going to be the loneliest 4th of July ever. I might not be able to enjoy the fire and explosives- which I lovee. I spend too much time with my Pyro friend, Jessica, We were in the car, and she found her lighter. When i saw the fire..i became obsessed with it. 6/21 I miss Luke.. I mean, When he came to my house, when I opened the door to see him shuffling around, and he looked at me. I couldn't help but smiling. Earlier that day-he was supposed to come earlier-but he couldn't cause his mom was waiting for a call-And he felt really bad that he was going to be late-And i tolf him it was okay. But I was crying...up until he got there, I wiped my tears from my eyes and greeted him. Just a hug from him made me feel so much better-except for my brother bothering us. I was chasing him upstairs-being all immature. Luke was the only thing keeping me from being his sorry ass. Anyways. It's father's day. The other day-when typing this up. The only reason I quit typing was someone answered the door. It was Michal... And so.. I had to close allpoetry without letting him read this. I hate him