Cut my life into pieces....Well all of yall did that for me
This is my last resort....tis is, so dont stop me
Suffocation....lungs crushing
No breathing ....paradise
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding ....releases the pressure
Do you even care if I die bleeding ....never cared before so dont start
Who did me wrong ...everyone of yall bitches
Who did me right ...God
If I took my life tonight ...plan on
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight ...100%
And I'm contemplating suicide ...not contemplating, i'm planning
'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind ...it already gone
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine ...dont waste your time
I never realized I was spread too thin...realized i just wished otherwise
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother ...never had my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another ...love for everyone but myself
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils ...devils who own my soul
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine ...should of told me sooner
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying ....I'm smiling
I'm crying ....I'm laughing
I'm crying ....I'm dying
I can't go on living this way ...so I'm ending it
I can't go on living this way ...so 3hrs and its the end
Can't go on ...3hrs and all is inimportant
Living this way
Nothing's alright ....everything is perfect! I'm dead.