So Friday Luke came to my house..We went to gamestop and my brother got on my nerves. When he finally left us alone we were on the computer- Watching youtube videos, picking songs on my itunes to listen to, and we had alot of fun. Well when my laptop ran out of battery we just sat on the couch cause the VCR was being stupid. We were umm..cuddling on the couch. He put his arm around me. It was amazing.. We both almost fell asleep just sitting there. And we were talking about how my hair is in my face but you can see one eye and all, he was like "it's cute" and a started blushing..so i looked down. When i looked back up at him he said, "your blushing" and of course it only made me blush more. Hah, i'd say it was almost the most amazing 5-15 minutes of my life. Well, later, we got up to see Skippy, my turtle. And..i swear Skippy is gay for Luke. But anyways..We umm..kinda kissed. And was a complete disaster. I'm not even going to explain it. AHA! I know why..well. I hadn't particulary kissed Luke since..The 8th grade dance. And..well...so the last time I'd kissed a guy was when i uhhhhhhh..sorta..kidnda..cheated. And it was with Michal(WHO I DO NOT LIKE, don't even ask why-I didn't even really want to..long story..ish) And I don't know if Luke had realized that..cause I kinda did tell Luke. I had to be truthful... Well..anyways. It was a complete..terrible..awkward..odd..event. And it keeps playing in my head over and over..its making me mad. Ugh >.< I'm sure it was worse for him...UGH. *bangs head on wall* la la la (trying to forget)
