Today, was our new start.

Michael and I woke up, like every other day and just talked.
I not much of a writer but I have a way with words.
I have been having a tough time falling asleep. I lay there thinking of ways to improve the world around me. Its like suffocation. I can't stop my own thoughts until I am about to pass out.

Actually, I lay down exhausted. And continue thinking until I just stop but by that point I am in a world of my own. I can't really remember all which I thought but I can remember the agony in sleep deprived nights.
I have to call a client for Dew2Designs we are going to discuss what he wants in his website and negotiate payment. Even though Michael would do it for free, but we are short on cash. And being sixteen and visiting your mother in 3 weeks for a month. I can't commit to a job.

I am lost. I don not know what to do or say or think. But for some reason I am feeling better.
The last weeks have been not stop promoting writing and working. I need to learn to relax and remember, We only live once for unknown and un-guaranteed.