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Chronicles of me and myself 4/15/09

So I have decided to start a Chronicles of relationships starting from today. I'l give you backround info on the girl but pst relationships are in the past unless it comes up.

Sure no one will probably read this but i dont care. This should be kinda intresting day to day shit with romance or lack off in the mix. Iwrite a lot but dont post as much as i should.

My current girlfriend is Samantha, She is 5.4ish long dirty blondhair great legs nice figure. She is hyper at times a lot of times giggly but at times shows a diffrent calm peacful side most dont get to see.

I met her years ago I was 17 a junior in high school I had been going there since i ws 15 and my second semester of freshmen year. Walking into the Cafeteria for my morning hot coco and egg cheese and sausage muffin (all for a dollar i might add) and walk to my nice empty quiet table. There to my surprise was a blond haired girl. I had never noticed this girl before nor heard of such a beauty before a surprise cause the school polulation not counting the middleschoolers was around 300.


After talking to this girl I found out her name was Samantha she was year under me. But she was distent so i came up with a plan it was cold and something a 17 year old would do. I dated her friend Heather. And my plan worked i gave it 3 weeks and i broke it up..on the internet i might add. Yes I know i'm a bastard yes I know it was mean but I dont care.


One day hanging out with freinds i ran into her playing her flute I was hanging out in the next room and my friends new I wanted her. So after being pushed in the room blushing like a fool and stamering i asked her out. And guess what she said yes!

So we went out and I broke it off after something like 7 or so weeks it was a long time ago and I really dont remember but i can guess it was something dumb. The next year we went out again and she broke up with me. the next semester we went out again andI broke up. In all we have dated 4 or 5 times we really dont remember. Funny huh!


In April of 2008 I left to move down to Conneticut. During this time I did not talk to her at all not since th summer before. I had another relationship at that time that well I dont know it's hard to talk about or even understand the choices I made.

Last saturday at a play my old school had on that I almost didnt go to cause of a flattire and my not wanting to go cause i dont like musicals.
I go there walk in and who do I see the closest thing a high school sweet heart and first girl I loved Samantha. We hung out talked on the computer and imedietly decided to date again.

We agreed it's a good idea we are both out of school me for almost about 2 years and her a year. No more high school induced drama no more friends nagging in school every day. So we are giving it a try. It came to me tonight after thinking about it this and came to the conclustion I still love her and I want to make it work this time. Have a nice normal happy relationship.

will this happen I guess we will all find out.

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