i dont know what exactly ive stepped into ...
the thoughts here, the "goal", the aim, insight, reasons, the framework, the method: all of it tapping deep into my psyuche, sensitivies...all my intuitive connections to nature, being deeply moved by the expanse of a night sky above, my lifelong deep sensitivity to music, classical...mnaybe all this intuitive wavelength stuff is being touhed upon in a deep way...all being brought together, a little more diciplined. I feel a sense of terror though, a mourning. For I am also passionately in love with this life, with this body, with these people. with this kind of experience of nature. All of it I love love love. Is this love mere craving> I dont know I dont know. And this language of reincarnation thrown into the whoile thing - just to puzzle me on top of everything else. Ive never really entertained the idea, but it is so apparent in this new reality? truth? I have to obviously go through with the commitment of remaining 6 days. Who knows how i will end up by the end here.
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