Musings of a friendship lost

I really don't know what to think anymore. A friend of mine went from a friend to hating me, and all I wanted was to tell her what I thought...I didn't even want to piss her off...I tried not talking about it. It makes me sad because I really loved her, and all I was trying to do was vent my feelings. I hear that she thinks it's because she's with the guy I used to have a thing for. That's not even it...honestly I just want her to be happy, no matter who it's with. It really sucks, because I want to call her and explain it but it seemed like the more I tried to explain, the more she hated me. It was really gay. This whole thing is really gay.

And that brings me on to him! Yeah, I miss him. I miss our friendship I guess. No matter what he did to me, we were still friends. I could talk to him about everything...and I did! More than anything it hurt that he lied to me...I mean...I wanted him to be happy, either way but...he didn't have to lie to me. It really sucked because it was like...you doubt my friendship that much that you have to lie to me like that? It sucked.

I dunno...I guess I'm just feeling kind of emo right now. Pay no mind.

I guess that's all.