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23/02/09

Hi Guys...
I just wanted to update you all on where ive been for the past for months and why i havent been around. Ill keep it short, but as alot of you know, my Nan was diagnosed with Cancer in August, and, as i lived with her my whole life, the more ill she got, the more she needed me to look after her, and the less time i had for the internet and the site. Until, eventually i just stopped coming on at all.
Unfortunately, she passed away just under 3 months ago. [29/11/08] So since then ive had to sort out funeral, all her personal affairs, and things like that. Finally made it back onto here today, and i hope not too much has changed!
I havent written for months, i really want to write something about my Nan, but the words just wont come. Im hoping that being back on here will give me the inspiration i need, but im sure that time will bring the words to me eventually.
Ive missed everyone loads, and hope to catch up with people over the next few days . Will do my best to check out what you have been writing, but im still quite busy sorting out the flat and stuff, though have far more time on my hands than i have done lately so ill do my best.

Hopefully you actually remember who i am =/ lol.
Its great to be back
Much love to all of you <3
Leila xxx

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  • fake-or-real-smile
    February 23
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    Hey hun

    Aww Im sooo sorry about your Nan but you're one brave person looking after her and sorting everything out. I hope she wasn't in too much pain when she passed away.

    Howre you doing?

    XXXX


    • LeilaJayne
      February 23
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      Well the cancer spread really quickly, and they gave her a few more months than she actually lived. But she just got really bad overnight and the hospital gave her a few hours to live. And im glad of that, cause seeing her go through so much pain was horrible, and at least shes at peace now and not suffering. And i was holding her hand when she died, and all the family was at the hospital, so things were as good as they could have been in that situation. Im okay though Its just one of those things you have to deal with in life, just taking each day as it comes hun. how are you? xxxx

      • fake-or-real-smile
        February 25
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        Its good that youre okay and she didnt suffer too much You never forget them because they still in your heart and mind forever and always.

        It'll be 2years this summer my Nan passed away, she went from being able to talk and sit up a little the day we arrived there to having to stay in bed and not even having the strength to get up for the toilet overnight. I still remember the day she passed away and the nurses arriving in the morning and saying she was gonna die that day....sooo surreal.

        Im up, down and around like a funfair ride at the moment!

        X


  • kiwigirljacks gold member
    February 22
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    Love you Sis! Glad we still managed to keep in contact.

    I'm sure you will write something beautiful for your Nan when the words come!

    ♥ xx


    • LeilaJayne
      February 22
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      I know...thank the world for facebook =D

      I love you so much <3 xxxx


      • kiwigirljacks gold member
        February 22
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        I reckon!! Yay for Facebook

        That's a gorgeous pic of you sis
        xox

        • LeilaJayne
          February 22
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          I was about to say the same to you. I loveeee your picture, not sure if ive seen it before or if its new but its BEAUTIFULLL.

          Its 4:24am...bout time for bed i think! But ill catch up with you tomorrow
          Love you <3 x


          • kiwigirljacks gold member
            February 22
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            Aww thanks sis! Just changed to this one on FB too..

            Get some sleep.. see you tomorrow


  • Cerulean Sunrise gold member
    February 22
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    Good to have you back. Sorry to hear about your Nan.

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