Last night i got yelled at by Ryan and he totally fliped out and was punching his tv and the walls and stuff because some one (my 'friend' madison) told him i was talking shit about his girlfriend sam. But there was something else that made him flip out and he wont tell me what is was and its driveing me crazy.
On top of that all of my friends keep comeing up to me and are saying stuff like are you ok and why are you crying and i say im ok and pretend like my contacts are just messing my eyes up. Im depressed and i have no idea why. i used to cut when i felt like this but i made a promise that i wouldnt anymore. grrrrrrrrr. i need new shoes so im going to go ask if i can go shoping so bye.
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