Okay so some stuff has happened to me throughout my life that involves what I think is(or thought was) paranormal activity. But lately I've been convinced that maybe I really do have some problems. I saw these "spirits" the most when I was younger but I also had some problems with blacking out for no apparent reason. I still do pass out sometimes but haven't really lately. But I have started seeing spirits again. Also I always have really clear dreams that feel absolutely real. Like I can feel pain in my dreams and that's not normal. I know me seeing these spirits isn't a dream but I've been starting to think it's something else. I mean don't get me wrong, I believe in spirits and everything, I just don't know if I'm really seeing them all the time and being haunted by them all the time.. I've been starting to think I have some sort of epilepsy or something but I don't know. I just know I'm sick of seeing evil spirits trying to "kill" me. But you guys tell me, does that sound like epilepsy to you? I need your opinion and if you have any advice (except going to the doctors) then I'll do my best to take it if it's good. But please tell me what you know about this.
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melissa, do u remember bak in 8th grade where u sed u wud randomly pass out in class & not remember it & then the doctor made u wear tht heart moniter. im not sure, im not a doctor, but u cud b relapsing or goin thru it again.
i myself dont rlly believe in spirits. i think ppl confuse spirits w/ their brains playin tricks on them. my brain does tht. wen i was in 4th grade i wud get sick & long story short it was bc i thought i was sick thus makin myself sick. tht kinda goes along w/ wat surreal was sayin abt reverse psyhcology(?), aka mind-over-matter. which in ur case wud b if u think ur feelin pain then u actually start 2 feel the pain. its 1 of those things tht no1 can prove tht u r or u rnt.
if this is a serious problem & its happenin while u sleep, im worried. u cant fite bak wen u sleep & sum ppl do die in their dreams. i was watchin 1000 ways 2 die on spike tv & they showd this 1 lady who had been perfectly healthy but had a heart attack during her sleep bc she dreamt tht she was bein choked & cudnt wake herself up thus her heart rate out the roof & u kno the rest. ur lyk a sister & i dont want 2 lose u. plz seek professional wen u need it & ur borderline needing it. -
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Yeah but I can't get help without talking to Joann about it and me and her aren't on very good terms right now. I don't feel comfortable asking her to get me help? Maybe if I do some more research on it i could find a way to help myself like home remedies or something.
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i think she wud understand. ur lyk a daughter 2 her by now & i dont think she wud want anythin bad 2 happen 2 u, ever, no matter how much u dont always c eye 2 eye. u shud @ least try.
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No Im not like a daughter to her. Shes made that clear that she wishes she could get rid of me.
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im srry
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I think that it could be A MINOR CASE OF EPILEPSY, but I am doubltful. Since I became Wiccan for sure this last time, my dreams are VERY vivid and real. Maybe these spirits are not the result of a disease, but the internal turmoil left over from a past life or a mental and/or physical trauma. Maybe they are just your minds way of dealing with stress. If it always happens in the same place, I would suggest burning sage and lavender and spreading the incense. Orange is also sposed to work, but I haven't tried it. I can also work on some things to try to help you with them.
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Well, if you're worried about it, the person you need to see is a docotr. Epilepsy is something that would really need to be adressed if you ahve it, so it's pretty important, even if you aren't positive, to see a doctor about it.
As for your dreams, they could be real, they could not be. I'm not there when it happens, so I couldn't tell you. However, tehre are things that could vbe an alternitive to it. Like, if you wake up and you really have marks on you from where you were hurt. If that happens then you could be hurting yoruself in your sleep. That happens to some people, they scratch themselves or bute themselves and such, and could be effecting you in your dreams.
Then, if there are no marks, and if it isn't spirits, then it could be just you. I mean, people say that you can't be hurt in a dream because it's just your heead, but, honestly, your brain is what controls everything. I mean, that's where your nervous system is, that's what controls every aspect of your body. If you believe you are getting hurt, you will feel like you are hurt. So, what you need to do is turn y our back to them and just don't believe in it. Tell yourlsef that you aren't hurt and what's happeneing isn't really happening, and if that is the problem, then it should go away.
As you know, I am no professional. But, that's what I think.
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Now, I won't pretend like I am an expert on epilepsy, but I will say, it is a possiblity. I mean, I don't think it is even very out there. I'll do some reserch later on and comment again if you would like.
Regarding your dreams, I do believe that that may because if you believe somthing is real, with all your heart and with all your soul, your brain begins to believe it. Maybe the fact that you have realistic dreams is just a part of what you are, but in result you are tricking your brain into thinking it is real as well, causing what feels like real pain in every respect, but is caused by nothing. Do you know what I mean? Perhapes to solve this you can begin doing some meditation of somekind. I again, do not pretend to be a genious. Just a theory.
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