This is what somebody said to me. "sam, you have changed. for the worse, why did you change, you were much more mature before."1
why did i change? ill tell you why i changed...2
How could i keep living like i was? perfect little sam, i was everything you expected me to be. Never did anything bad, never did anything wrong. I was the light that shined in the dark.... Why did i change. I changed because everyone expected perfect from me and not for themselvs. how was i supposed to live like that when all i saw around me was just... carelessness. I was made to feel like i was justifying everybody elses actions. that people could behave like they were, but it was ok because they got somebody good around them... i wasnt going to be that Justification.3
dont look at me and see how bad ive become. look at yourself before you say anything to me! i know im way better off then most of my friends. Get the log out of your eye before you get the splinter out of mine.4
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