hmmm... It's been a while since I've written anything in my journal. It seems it's one more thing I have subconsciously neglected, adding to the queue of things. I'm feeling a little down. I don't remember to make important phone calls, or send the snail mail that would ineviditably help to make life a bit easier in the long run. Why am I procrastinating? It's a simple thing to pick up the phone and check on loved ones, and make business inquiries, but time differences cause a problem, remembering either too early or too late. So many things happen in the course of the day that add road blocks in how I thought the day would progress, but I guess it's all part of the matrix of life. I must find an equal balance so my path can be smoother and not so filled with ruts. And why do I not find the time to pick up my paint brushes to finish the illustrations for my book? Publishers only wait so long before they say, 'sorry, you took to long to get back to us.' Maybe today will be the day that I can make a fresh start and actually follow through on all those little things that should matter. I can only hope.
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