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11-5-09

He said he wants to marry me.
And that this whole boy playin bull shit
is going to stop
because he is going to prove to me
he loves me.
He wants to marry me.
and he plans for it to happen so much sooner than I think.
This boy changed all his thoughts in the second of a wink.... 1


However.
his words normally would sink into me.
But I am so afraid he doesn't mean it.
Again
but he said
3rd time is a charm
he said I knocked some sense in him
and that I was like "you better recognize"
I will walk away.
and he doesnt want that
considering he cant go without thinking about me for one day. 2


maybe he will marry me... 3


fresh prince of bel air
head roll.....
made my night 4

my sexy ass baby in his yellow hat from carpool.
5

and he wanted me to mark him
WANTED me. 6



Sometimes.
I think jesus has way more suprises then I could ever imagine.
But its true .
he does. 7


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