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I never knew you could write journals on here. Im so glad you can i need to let everything out right now. So im havign a pretty stressful day. One of my best friends might be pregnat, and shes only 16. And i know it shoudlnt stress me out but im a very caring and loving, kind person and i really care about what goes on in my friends lives and i try my hardest to be a positive influence to them. You know like set the example? 1

So anyway everything just started getting to me in my last hour class (did i mention im at school?) and i just broke down and started crying. Well i didnt wanna go to my college prep class looking like a wreck so i went to talk to our schools truent officer boss guy. Who also happens to be my softball coach and a very important person too me.2

I just felt like no one else would want to take time to listen to me.3

So i talked to him and told him that because this is bugging me so is everything else and even the little comments people are saying to me that never bug me. Im a very easy person to deal with ussually, and im always teling everyone not to let the little things bug and get to them but today i didnt listen to my own andvice and let everything get to me.4

So i talked to him and he just told me all i can do is love her and be there for her no matter what, which i already planned on, and to help her and stuff.5

Me talking to him helped alot but as soon as he wrote me a pass back to class i sat down and still thought about it. My teacher asked me what was wrong and i broke down again and just managed to choke the words out "Bad Day" and she said oh and just walked away. 6

So now, here i am, spilling my guts out to the random people around the world who care and may not care about my problems. I tried to actually write something interesting like a poem or story but i just couldnt so i journaled it out instead. 7

Wow my throat feels really tight. Im trying not to start crying again.8

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Looks like a cat10

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cat12


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two cats.14

Well. More. Later. 15

-Dawn