Okay, i'm kinda to tired to think right now.. but i need to write something....
i have mega insomnia and its frustrating, 1
I'm in a major blah mood.
blah is one word that says alot.
kinda like "i just dont care...at all"2
.. but today is on the verge of going wrong.. just one little touch will push me of the cliff.3
So please be nice and give me hugs
... sometimes i'm the one that needs to be looked after.
i spend so much time making sure everyone else is okay that i forget about myself.
i need a holiday on somewhere
anyone wanna buy me a plane ticket somewhere??
anytakers?4
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i dont know what to think about my life right now,
im poor
just getting over a mega shock
stressed because of exams
.. im kind of on autopilot
just getting through6
just7
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just be nice okay?
please9
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i swear my other journals are better
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Ill buy you a ticket!!
Remember - Parachute will be your escape, and so will Whitianga. Hang in there love, Its gonna be allright
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You Just need to hang in there. itl all be good. Love you
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Love you
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