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[ Fuck it. ]

Fuck it.
Sunday I weighed 202.
Today, 205. I'm probably paying way too much attention to the scale, but I don't care anymore. I'm eating far healthier than what I was, for I've included a lot more fruits and vegetables in my meals. I'm eating way less fast food/junk food also, so if that scale says I'm gaining weight, oh well. It's healthy weight.
I'm exercising and trying to find a way to quit smoking. I'm happier with myself now than I was when I first start out this "diet" shit, so I say it's a success. And with that, fuck the rest of it.

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  • ShadowOfTheDead
    November 5

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    Perhaps, since you're exercising, the weight you are gaining is muscle mass? Muscle weighs more than fat, I think, and it's good that you're doing things to better yourself. I'm hoping to be able to follow that example and do better for myself. I smoke too, and it's hard, especially in the winter, to keep my lungs from feeling like they're collapsing. x_x I want to lose a lot of weight. There are so many things wrong with me right now, but you seem very driven, and I find that awesome. Keep it up, and believe me, 205 isn't as bad as it sounds! I'm a very big girl, and I have a very long way to go before I hit my ideal weight, and some days I wanna say "fuck it" too! I hope you reach your goal. ^_^ Have a good day.

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