I hate treatment days, I always get so sick... I almost skipped out on coming today made my self sick stressing over getting sick from the poison they pump thru my veins... I was good and came anyway ... not happy to be here but I guess I should be... the other option is sure death... So for now I will endure the sickness getting well cost me.
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hope tomorrow is a better day - my daughter went thru 8 months of chemo, after a course of radiation. we found orange icy poles helped with the yucky taste and a bit of the thirst, but everyone is different and I hope you have found things that help you get thru.
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Cubby......you have to remember, there are so many who do not have theopportunity to *get better* .....and they sit in their mud huts and they just wait to die -
There are so many reasons to be discouraged when taking your treatments.....but the value of a life is priceless, and you should not take one treatment for granted -
Millions of little babys in Africa die each year, just because there is not any rice or clean water to sustain their litle bodies.....and a treatment for you is something you need to respect and be thankful for, no matter how nauseated it makes you -
Any time I begin a new regiment of pills, I almost commit suicide, because the pain and nausea control my life for weeks - But I have to be thankful, because in a few weeks after, I am on my way to healing.......but it's a path we have to take as
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I know your journey has been long, but never give up.....God is with you each step of the way -
There is rhyme nor reason as to why it was *you* who got sick......mine was stupidty - But know this....you are still here for a reason.....use every minute of your time finding ways to touch others.....God will help you find your way -
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thanks Papa bear
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get better and stick with it : )
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