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Im just a teenager

I wish someone could release the pressure on my shoulders,
ease my burdens.
Sometimes i wish that i could be wrapped up in cotton wool and hidden from the world
Some place where i don't have to be strong
that i can let go of everything that holds me back.1


why do i always feel the need to smile, and shake of my true feelings?2

Because you don't let me.
Just because you don't think i have the right to be sad when you have your own problems to deal with.
i'm just a teenager.
please let me cry
just once?3


i don't feel safe
i don't feel secure
nothings ever okay
nothing
Mum, please can you be strong for me just once?
give me a chance to be a kid
Dont stand in from of my with tears in your eyes asking me what we are going to do
with out money
with out a house4

please don't
thats the one thing i cant handle,
knowing that my one true parent is just as unstable as me.
i want to be cuddled
i want to be able to be upset
i wanna be tucked up on the couch when im sick and allowed to watch movies all day.5

i wanna wake up without worries
i wanna be carefree and stupid
i wanna be givng the chance to make big mistakes
ill learn6

i wanna be a daughter
i dont want the pressure to be perfect
the good girl
the strong one.7

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i want someone to lean on
someone to depend on
i wanna feel stable9

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i love you so much
but can you let me enjoy my last few years at home
in peace before i step out into the big bad world11

you have giving me strength and i thank you for that
but
sometimes
i cant12


sometimes i cry mum
sometimes i cry13

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don't get me wrong
i love you
with all my heart
you are someone i respect
but just remember that i need need you
remember that i'm still just a kid 15


I want something certain in my life
just one thing16

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thats my wish
thats my dream20

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