Its November!

So today is the first of november and let me just say Halloween kind of sucked this year. I had no costume and didnt do anything but hang out with kylie and booda and watched scary movies that weren't even scary. My nightmares are scarier then the movies I watched. lol.1

Blitz slept all night practically because he is sick and needs rest and tonight he might not go to work. I talked him into going to the hospital tomorrow if he stays home. Him being sick gave me the determination I needed to finish his scarf and soon. I dont want him anymore sick. So all day yesterday and today I have been busting my butt off on his scarf and I think I pulled a muscle in my ring finger. It hurts but I am going to keep working on it because I need to get it done. I just wont tell him I pulled the muscles. 2

We've been having our usual arguments on him opening up to me more. Hes starting to try to push himself away and I dont know if I should let him or not because he has been acting like everything is ok when him and I know they aren't so this weekend I told him no more he needs to let me in.3

This past week Booda found out he is having a little boy. I am so excited. I plan to make a baby hat if I have anymore baby blue after this scarf. So far it looks like I'll have enough for a few baby hats because theres 3 sets of baby blue and I haven't even finished one and I am almost halfway.4

In other news, I started a romance book for Blitz. He was working on his book and wanted me to start a love story so I decided ok and I'll put some of my fantasies in it. I honestly cant believe I am doing it but it is proving to be very fun and another story I had planned in my head. I'm writing this one instead of typing it. I want it to be more personal. Speaking of writing I have wrote in a journal everyday for the past two months and I am very proud of myself because of it. Ususally a journal to me takes years to fill out and most of them are never filled at all but this leather bound pink journal is almost complete. I will need a new one soon. Blitz baught me 2 but I am not sure if I can wait that long for him to send it. This one has less then 10 pages to fill. hehe. Maybe he will send it some time this week so I can just start on one of those when this one is full and I can save my money for christmas. 5

Im excited because I have actually been saving alot more these past few months. each month I am saving at least $20 on my little debit card and so I have like $60 at the begining of every month. My plan is to try to save $30 this month instead of $20 so that way next month I can get my family some presents better then the dollar store ones. It gets really hard for us this time of year but we have each other and that's seems to be all that matters. 6

I might make this years presents though if money is too tight. If I do make the presents the baby hat is booda's present and for Alyssa a dream catchers. She seems to be having nightmares lately. Not as bad as mine hers are more like she gets a pimple on her nose the day before the dance. I figure a dreamcatcher will help her anyways and so that way she wont take mine. If I make moms I am not sure what to make her maybe I'll buy her's and morris's so that way I baught some presents and made some presents.7

Lets see what else can I talk about. Theres not much really going on. I have to start getting the glitters and stuff for holiday cards out. You know how I like to hand make mine. lol. I can't believe it's that time of year already! Well I should get going I have some knitting to keep at. Later!!!