You know...I hate valentines day...not because i dont get anything, i sometimes do, but because i never get anything for anyone i like, or know, and its not a stupid tradition, it would be gawjus....if everyone had someone to share it with, but we dont. not all of us. and that sucks. it sucks. Some people think its funny to hand out little flowers and call it "singles awareness day" but i think its f*ing depressing, they smile and laugh but everyone knows they are empty, its lame, the whole thing is, it all sucks, its so sad, makes me wanna curl up and cry, so empty, this year promises to be just as bad, whatever ill just hang myself the next day (not that night i have a birthdaya party) screw it all im out
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Hey Babe,
My girl jus broke up with me and Im gettin more an more depressed the closer it gets to Valley day But I'm jus gunna tell you what everyone else will tell you the only difference is I'm goin to mean it. there's so many more fish. There is someone out there with so much love to give, wishing they would find you too. with every V-Day you spend by yourself will only make the ones you spend with the one you love so much better. -
OMG that is so true. I HÅTE valentines day because i always see couples and junk and it gets me fricken depressed.. Cuz i feel like i will never have anyone to enjoy valentines with... >.> >.< its so annoying. Like cuz everyone can rub it in ur face that they have a lover and youh dnt. UGH!! i can't stand it anymore.
Great journal tho.


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bleedingblacktears
You know, on Valentine's Day, I almost never have a boyfriend to share it with. It does get sad & lonely.
But this year, I have my son.
He's my Valentine this year. His name is Dewey. He's going to be one at the end of this month. Yeah, scary.
I'm sorry you have no special someone to celebrate with. Do you think you can get together with a friend or more, & celebrate being single, or something? Maybe turn it into something not so depressing...
I hope you feel better.
Here's a hug, if you need it:

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