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This Is What I Based My Poem off of.. Just Somethin I wrote for someone..


I'm in love with someone who only temporarily exists. He says he likes me, he says I'm his #1. But on the surface he likes not just me. Someone with more than i can offer. So whats so special about this guy, you say? He likes me for me. Hes a nice, sweet guy. But with sweetness come bitterness. i have to move on and come to grips that he he doesn't like me the way i like him. i like him too. I told myself i wouldn't fall too hard too fast and yet i turned on my word and fall in love with this guy. im not anything special. I'm just a girl. so does this mean that he's just a boy? No. He is too profound to put into exact words. I cant explain how i fell for him and why i cant seen to move on. When we see each other, we don't say much. This love or should i say my love with him is a secret. I can never tell him how much I really like him, how much i really need him. I will keep this a secret. He wouldn't ever understand, this is why i keep this a secret. He cant know I'm in love with him. I'm just another card in his deck. He's already one through the cards and picked his best ones, but I've already been played. I was a queen, but now I'm just a normal card. He continues to find the other better cards in his deck and plays them until they're completely used. But what happens when he goes through the whole pile of cards? When they're all used? He'll go through them again. Over and over and these cards will still continue to give him what he wants. How can i ever move? The answer is simple: I'm a card that will continue to be used. My values will change, but i cant change who i am. So i sit here thinking. I'm seeing reality set into place and I'm not ready for it to. I want it to be how i saw it. Even if this means everything's a lie.

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