Quiet Desperation

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Do you ever wish that time could just stay still, if only for a few seconds, just to catch your breath? Have you ever felt so alive that you wanted to fall into the arms of comfort and never slip through the cracks of posion and misfortune? Do you ever dream of a place where life and death never meet, a place where peace and depair arent forged in one? A place to call your own, to dance in fields of release and know that you will never stumble nor fall on dirty ground? A place where your shattered soul is never broken and pain is never followed. Do you ever wonder about the dreams of your insanity? do you ever gasp for fresh air so that your eternal suffering comes to an end? Have you ever thought that death was peaceful, not torturous? or a permanent end from your scared life of sins and trechery? Have you ever felt like your chains of hardships and aches and pains were never going to lessen their grip on your soul? have you ever longed for death over life? have you ever embraced or feared such a thing as death? Have you ever feared yourself? Do you ever dream of a reality not of your own? a fantasy that taunts you in your dreams and haunts you in your reality? Do you ever feel a quiet desperation to live on when your heart and soul are telling you to end it? 2

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- *sigh* thoughts that just dont leave me alone. . .