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[ Damn life. I'm kind of tired making myself act optimistic. ]

Damn life. I'm kind of tired making myself act optimistic.
I'm never going to reach my goals at this rate.
I have no self control.

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  • mcw120588
    October 29
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    you will dont worry or stress it will come


    • Lolitax3
      October 30
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      it's 4:40am. i haven't slept since 6am.
      i might as well stay up, study for tok test, go to school, and drown myself with bottle after bottle of coke.

      • mcw120588
        October 31
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        hmm coke...thats always good mixed that was my bad influence moment of the day

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