for once in my life I am experianceing problems normal people have (in a way...SCORE!!)1
Its my leaving party tomorrow I am absolutely terrified
hardly anybody is comming and I dunno arrrgh fuck!!!
I really dont want my party to suck....
Richard said okay if not many people show up we can just reminise and watch a movie
Witch would be ace actually
But now Richard's parents have gotten all pissy and they wont let him come
arrrrgh so now I am stressing
and like the only people comming are like people who I havnt seen since primary school and I dunno much about them its gonna be so awqraud
I have never thrown my own party with alchol and my Mums going to be around aswell
FUCK
my party is going to be AWFUL
I can see it comming
and arrgh fuck James Hawkins is comming he is SOO annoying but I felt like I had to invite him cause he is my ex and all but he is so cocky and he has a speach impederment and he is soo annoying about everything he really needs to grow up
I had the grosest taste in men when I was 11/12!!!!
arrrgh I am pissed off to high heaven
FUCK I DONT WANT THIS PARTY TO SUCK 2
well I spose its okay Jack is comming....
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Leaving party??
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I am mooving house (to York)
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