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the endless day

It's another endless day on the possibilities of I don't know what i'm doing. Its another day of sailing away on the Mists of Avalon, sailing with the Orinoco Flow. I have these fears in my mind as the time passes into later on to be known as My Nebraskan Turmoil...but also because it doesn't seem to want to fade out into the dark oblivion my parents like to call my life. My life is not what it seems to the outside. too many people have come up to me and tell me that i have a perfect life. I DON'T. My parents detest me...my siblings hate me...i have a job...go to school...write poetry...and admit all my fears through my dreams. I am not normal by any means of life. Really I am not. I am quiet, tired, have boisterous friends, i party sometimes...and i still have college to think about.
I don't know what this will do, but the day will almost end.

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