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Boy Trouble. Serious Boy Trouble

Ok, first of all I can't type for whatever reason today so bear with me If I have unnoticed mistakes. 1

I have a really good friend who likes me, and I like him back. Before I asked him to be my boyfriend, he kinda hooked up with another girl. I didn't know until this morning but, unlike a cookie cutter girl, I wasn't mad. I trust him. I calmly asked him about it, and now he thinks I have a broken heart and am crying my eyes out. I don't do that anymore. Not after the first time. Anyway, I told him that and haven't heard his reply so I hope he believes me.
I'm not sad, I was dissappointed that he didn't tell me, but I trusted him and I remembered that we're both young and bound to make mistakes. This is one thing I can forgive.
He was honest, true, and genuinely (however much you can describe it over the internet) regretful that he didn't tell me. I really like that about him. That way I know he doesn't make mistakes willingly.
I don't know the other girl so I can't be judgemental about her. If he chooses her, I hope he'll be happy. If he chooses me, you know i'll be happy. I just want him to make the choice that will give him the most pleasure, whether it's me or her. I'm not forcing him to do anything.
I told him that I'll be here for him, whether as a friend, or a girlfriend, and that is perfectly, and genuinely true. I say it from my heart. 2

Also, if you think me wise, I have been told that I am old beyond my years. It feels kinda wierd when people say that about a 14 year old girl. lol. Don't worry, I'm not crazy. (maybe!) But you never know....3

The white words
Show I am pure.

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  • FlyingCheerleader
    November 5
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    You're really mature about this situation. That's very good.


  • notsotorturedartist
    October 28
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    WAIT who is this?? but good for you and not being judgemental or anything take the high road!


  • LovesPlayToy
    October 28
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    Wow it takes a person with a true heart to not get angry
    and understand others mistakes


  • Frogzter gold member
    October 28
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    I am so proud of you baby girl! You are indeed wise beyond your years! Love ya, mean it! Mom~


  • SilverQ
    October 27
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    You got my prayers


  • StillLovingYou
    October 27
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    aww that is sweet . i am in a boat semi like that. i like 2 of my guy friends one whom i think likes me back and one that i think mught have no intrest

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