Goodbye love...

Hmm...so...this is gonna be weird...1

The guys who read this, ya don't need to comment, you can if ya want, but this is just...this is something i need to do...so...thanks (:2

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So, baby...you came back for 10 minutes...4

I don't really know what happened...i...freaked out...you didn't see me...but i was shaking...crazy...my hands and everything....i was on the phone as well...so...i guess thanks for that...5

Hell, i dont know if you'll even read this, but I don't care if you do or not...i need to do this...6

Baby, i've known you for...under 2 years...and i have loved knowing you...well....i love knowing you...7

we are so alike, and yet...so different...you should know what i mean...8

we dated for 3 months the first time....best 3 months of my live <3 Okay, so i got sleep deprived so badly...and, i looked half dead all the time...but hey, i was spending my time talking to you, the most amazhing guy...so, i didn't care...at all...9

Then...i started to notice things...but i ignored them...sure, i was worried about how much danger you were in, and my friends noticed that i was worried a lot more...i never told them though...ever....10

And then...when we broke up for the first time...we went through..."the dark ages"...the guys who knew us both, will know what im on about...11

That...that was hard...i forget how long it was...but...so much happened...i mean...you told me you hated me...etc...i got so confused...12

Thats when Ran came along...and you weren't happy about that...told me that you had lost me...and, you hadn't...i just needed to met the guy who i would regret going out with...and i did...i regret dating him...so much...he wasn't the right guy for me....13

You asked me out, like...2 days after that again? And...it was the 16th August...i remember (:
I spoke to you...for like, a full week, and i started my new school...on the 3rd of September...my summer had been full of guys...yay....-sigh-14

Last time i spoke to you, i think, was a thursday...probably like, the 2nd week or something...and we had a..."disagreement"...put me in a crap mood all day...
I came in from school, and talked to you for...10 or so minutes, before you had to go, telling me 'I dont know when i'll see you again, but i love you'15

its now the 26th of October...our 2 month anniversary was the 16th...so, 10 days after...16

10 mintues...i guess someone could say "10 days = 10 minutes"....but im glad it wasn't...30 days or something...im glad i spoke to you...i am...17

so...baby...crunch time...i guess we're over now...you told me to forget about you...but i can't...we've been through too much...18

I can't say i love you....i do....but i can't say it...right now, it hurts too much...19

if you read this...then...its been good...20

i can't promise you anything...but i'll try my hardest to come back in one piece...but i have things to sort out myself...so who knows...21

Its time to say goodbye....but its not the end...i have a feeling about this...22

Bye justin...23

I'll see ya around the corner24

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