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Hello

So I havent been on AP in forever due to my computer at home and my grandmothers computer having the same exact virus on it.
So let me update you for the past week.1

My grades so far have been horrible, yet suprising at the same time.
I pretty sure i was failing math before i turned in a shitload of missing assignments i havent completed.
Im failing 5th hour, my Computer Graphic Arts class. Mostly because the teachers an asshole and a prick getting pissed off at e when I was for help. I have recently found out that asking for help relieves a lot of stress for me.
Im getting a D in Health because I have missing assignments, and because I havent turned in my folder thing.
Im bringing home one of those Baby Think It Over things Friday. I have to take care of it for two days, then give it back to my partner.
Im getting and A- in History.
Im getting a C- in German.
Thats it for school, basically.2

Outside school life has been VERY stressful. Theres so much shit to worry about, things to do, people to take care of. The most stressful for me righ NOW has been to try and forget someone. I havent been texting him on my bfffl's phone for about... a week now. Its hard, but at the same time it is VERY difficult.
It just lifts a burden off your shoulders, ya know?
Keep in mind it takes 2 minutes to meet someone, 2 weeks to fall in love with them, but FOREVER to forget them.3

Halloween is coming up. What are you going to be and do? For me I might just stay at home. Its my favourite holiday. Im not going to be dressing up, I think, this year.4

I havent cut in for about 3 months. Maybe even longer, I think. I have 3 razors a friend hooked me up with, that cool ass kid. Lol.
I havent used them in a long time. But now there is a scar in the shape of a heart on my Left shoulder. A broken heart, that is.5

Still, love has not found me. It hasnt even begun to start looking. Im starting to think that i'll be alone forever. I am that unattractive. Honestly.6

Ive been getting horrible headaches starting on Monday. Im sick too. Sore throat, headaches, stuffy nose, coughing.7

Well. I dont know what else you would like to know, so find me in messaging or whatever.8

Add me on mypace if you havent already:
EMAIL:
emomaunkey@yahoo.com
URL:
babyxfreak9

Add my yahoo IM too. Same email.

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  • Naznomarn
    October 25
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    *Pokes* -.-
    You are very attractive so nya!

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