okay so my mum and dad say they wanna go out and seeing as I'm the eldest they say "(my name) we're going out have fun baby sitting!" and leave! okay so it wasn't exacly like that but honestly a few nice word's to me and hugg's and then asking my brother and sister to bahave then leaving isnt that diferant? right?1
any way so my brother and sister are upstairs right now after about 10 minutes of fussing like "Say the good nights!" or "check on me!" or "can i have a hug?" or "Can i have some food?" or even "Can i go to bed?" which i find ironic seeing as that is exacly what i am trying to get them to do!2
okay so now they are tucked in and starting to drift off to sleep..... now what do i do?! i am sitting on my dad's lapt-top and i am typing away for what? about five minutes of peice! i bet you in about four munites they'll call out shouting, "(my brother's name)'s Radio's to loud!" or "Stop complaining (my sister's name)" or "No (my name) please come and turn it down!" so even if i go and do that it won't stop! "(My brother's name)'s light is on!" or, "Deal with it!" or "(My name) come and turn it off!!!!" so you see one of my problems!3
so i am sitting on a chair typing this at the moment and now you understand the term, "Baby sitting" what's wrong with sitting down in a house with no parent's? you my be asking! EVERYTHING!!!!! i sit down and listen for the "GO TO BED NOW!!!"'s or the "If you don't turn your radio down right now I'll come in there and turn it off!"'s i sit there and it's totaly quiet! even my brother has started being quiet and same for my sister! and guess what?! the only constent noise in the house! the quiet humming of the fridge has turned off! so not there is no noise WHAT'S SO EVER!!! which is bad for me seeing as i need noise to live!!!!4
okay i keep listening for car's that are coming round the corner waiting for my car to pull up and drive into my drive way! but everytime one come's they keep going just to taunt me!!! it's too quiet my sibling's have stoped shouting their head's off and no car's are pulling up, and worse off! I'M BORED!!!! nothing is on for a fourteen year old on TV and not one of my friend's actualy are on at night so I've got nothing to do! and i'm being pait to sit down!!!5
wait!!!! was that my car??? DAMN! no it just went strait passed and now i'm still bord!6
10:01pm
still nothing is happening and I'm bored so I'm going to stop for a wile and write later!
10:09
Omg i'm singing the fish some! I dont wanna be a chicked i don't wanna be a duck! i wanna be a fish!7
i think i'm dead!!!!!8
bye
silver
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hmmm...first you think you are invisible and now you think you are dead! What's wrong with you women!?!?
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ok then...hey you changed the fish song how could you!
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How did i change it????
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